Chapter 1: Unforgotten memories

I can't believe how time passes you with a blink of an eye, i've quitted my job, met new people at the same time, my school results came out. Well, sad to say i failed almost all of my subjects except English ~.~. During last saturday after the goodbyes to Jane, Jess, June (they treat me like their younger brother at the same time i treat them as my elder sisters during work ^^), Michael, Harris, John (these people are the nicest people in my workplace ^^) and also Eddy (one of the most pervert guy working with me and also the most caring person to me ever since i've started working ^^") i feel happy and at the same time sad. Later on that night, Michael told me that he too gonna quit tomorrow, going to go to Las Vegas working as a casino guy (not too sure wat the job is called). Then a week before, Claire read my blog and she told me that i've wasted my one and only chance (she's reffering to "Prologue"), I told her yea i did blow up big time, but regretting won't do a thing. I told her "heck it doesn't really matter now ^^". But to me, heck i'm not desperate after all, but still it was a happy yet painful memory ^^. After all I did juz to get this ---><--- close to get my crush. This is how it all started 2 years ago, firstly i start to call her like 24/7 (lolz! i was VERY eager back then) or i'll sms then we'll start talking on the phone (at that time I called her even during midnitez). And theres this time, Trisha dared me to confess to her that i like my crush in front of her, i told her i'll do juz that at that same day. On that day itself, i forgotten all about it until midnite on that very nite, she called my phone and Trisha answered it (since i was sleeping like a pig). Then Trisha asked her if she wants to talk to me, then she refused since she knew that i was sleeping (but Trisha woke me up after all). Chatted with her on the phone for 1 hour then i remembered the dare Trisha dared me. I confess in front of my sister while talking to my crush on the phone (I didn't confess juz because its a dare, but its because i really do like her, even if its not a dare sooner or later i'd be telling her myself) <------- was in "like sick" (not love sick XD) at that time. After that day, we were more closer than before. At the end of the year, I felt like i've been disturbing her lately by calling her 24/7, so i decided to stop calling her 24/7 <------- huge mistake a VERY huge mistake. Then ever since I stop calling her 24/7, well this is the result, we rarely talked (we'll only talk if theres anything important to talk about). This is how actually it ended *knocks head on wall* as in not close anymore, not calling each other during midnitez and all. But hey its my own fault not to make that move. Hmph I guess this is it for the first chapter ^^ till then keep reading!

P.S: Hey Marcus, she was the right one but i don't think i'm da right one for her and also its juz that im dumb enough not to make my move. To all readers, if you have any comments please e-mail me at squall_rinoa38@hotmail.com or you can add me through msn, i'm always online ^^

"Sorry guys, but this is my story!" (Adapted from Final Fantasy X)