Chapter 6.4: Sekai Ichiban Suteki na koto (The world's most wonderful thing)

Lately I had been hooked onto Aqua Timez's "Sen No Yoru wo Koete" which literally translates as "Overcoming 1000 nights". Well the reason to it is because this song actually syncs to my life, and the reason I think that most people like different kinds of songs is because some of it relates to their lifes and I DO think that telling someone that you love him/her is the most wonderful thing in the world, also the hardest thing to tell someone (well for me). Life lately had been abit more hectic than it was, there aren't any surveys lately and i'm running outta cash. Currently i'm working for P&G doing survey for them. Basically all I do is to check mini markets, convenience stores, chinese herbal shops and etc if they sell any shampoos or detergens. Overall, I think that this job is alright but quite boring and tiring, as this job is a solo job and i'm moving around all the time. The pay is quite alright but I think they need to increase on the petrol coverage, well i'm getting paid RM10 per hour, RM30 petrol coverage, tolls and parking fees are all covered. I didn't know that a prestigious company such as P&G is very stingy when it comes to pay, guess I can't have all my hopes so high. Currently I am very nervous thinking about going to study over in Japan. To be honest, I would be happy if I am confirmed going, but I had not stayed in a foreign place for more than 30 days, and whats more, alone. The confirmation letter will arrive in this coming January, hopefully. I don't get some people, they think that dreams are like some sort of an objective that can be easily achieved. To me, a dream is like a vision, something that takes Time+Effort+Determination to achieve and its a long term vision, something that can't be achieved by hours,days or months but years. Speaking of which, people don't seem to understand of the meaning love at all, they seem to say it easily. I know some people who just meet a person and he says he love her, or more like first at love sight. But unfortunately in reality, I don't think its that simple, anyone can just say "I love you" and yet don't meant it. I guess it annoys me when someone simply uses that word and yet don't meant it. Oh, and about the previous post, it seems that i'm wrong about Natasha, we basically went for a Hari Raya open house, not a Deepavali open house. It seems that Sabrina is still with her fiance, which is a huge relief for me. But thanks to Natasha, I was able to indirectly ask Sabrina whether she is still engaged or not. After that day, Sabrina seemed to sms me on odd hours like 2am in the morning (lolz). But some of the topics we chat about are quite interesting, and i'm glad that we're back contacting each other. I guess thats about it for this chapter, below is the translation for Aqua Timez's "Sen No Yoru wo Koete", I'm sure you'll like the song as well. Till then, sayounara~!

"Sekai ichiban suteki na koto... ka?" - Daryl (a.k.a) Vash, Wiegraf, Urameshi Kiddo

“Sen No Yoru wo Koete” (english Translation) - by Aqua Timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
Telling “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or don't?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because the only the fact of me loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

Overcoming one thousand nights,
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, on repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
I kept on loving you without getting hurt

Overcoming one thousand nights, I am going to meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned,
Telling “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world