Chapter 4.1: Touwaku... (Confused...)

It seems that lately, i've been lazy to post any entries (sorry guys!). SPM is just tommorow and i'm already in a tight situation. Well I had been studying for only maths lately (lolz!) , as if maths was the only subject I took for SPM. I guess its because I don't wanna fail my maths teacher, even though i've hated her... but heck at least I didn't treat her as Dan did. Talking bout him, it seemed like life had been great for him, well good for him. After this incident, my sister had always been bugging me to do something bad to him (~.~). She also asked me about "her" appearance as she wanted to do something to "her" too. But of course I did not told her about it and told her to forget about it. Then a few days back then, we talked bout stuff, until she brought up this quote "Daryl... One thing about me, you and Trevor is that we're a very loyal peoples", I guess she's right about it and then she asked me to go for Kelvin's friends and she told me to make my options wider as I only prefer girls who're nice, kind, cute in both speaking and/or appearance/attitude sense, understanding, truthful, speaks her mind, caring, commited,(yea I know what you guys think lolz) soft and lastly loyal... Well I don't need to explain both nice and kind as its common sense (lolz), cute as in the way she acts and speaks, understanding in different situations, because they're most things that people don't understand one and another, I know its hard to find these type of people... but i'm trying, truthful... well this one is a must, I FRIGGIN HATE SLUTS THAT USES PEOPLE AND THEN GO FOR THEIR FRIGGIN FRIENDS! Well that one I think I made my point (lolz), speaks her mind... hmph always telling me how she feels, tell me her thoughts, favourite stuff and others rather than hinting it i prefer a straightforward person (=D) rather than giving me bullshits. Caring... nothing much to say (lolz). Commited... more like... "I WON'T TAKE ANY BULLSHITS FROM YOU, IT'S EITHER YOU'RE WITH ME FOR WHO I AM OR GET LOST!". Soft in a sense of the way she speaks, hmph not rough but just soft words (well thats if you get what I meant lolz!). Well loyal is the most important one I guess, most people seem to have "another" people in their life, which I think that they're not truthful with the person they're currently with. I guess thats the reason why i'm "still" single ever since (lolz). Now I kinda missed my old online friends, Ah Kit, Claire, Eric, Lexie and Azwandi, lately I hardly see them online and they're busy getting ready for stuffs... Now i've got a new close online friend named Azizi, well we met through Blueserver and we've been close ever since, hes also taking SPM. Then a few days ago, Rachel chatted with me till I brought up about my blog stuff, she told me that I made a brave decision of "dumping" both of 'em outta my life. Don't really get what she meant but I think I kinda starting to understand. I guess this is it, gotta continue studying (@.@). Look forward for the next chapter ya! Benkyou tsuzukemasho! (Continue studying!)

"One thing about us is that.... we're loyal people... and yet we always get hurt."
"I know... i'm still searching... searching for 'Chii'..."
"If you find her... tell me all about her"
"Zettai... Korewa watashi ni anatano yakusoku!"
(Absolutely... This is my promise to you!")
- Daryl (a.k.a) Wiegraf, Urameshi, Vash to Trisha